SYAFFER(:

2010-04-17T21:54:00.001+08:00

life's like that, ain't it?
sometimes it just annoys me how u can yap and not stop yapping,
and sometimes i wonder if its wrong to feel this way,
cause after all, you are you and i should accept that,
i'm not perfect.

2009-12-08T13:18:00.001+08:00

tell me,
am i asking for much?

2009-12-02T22:39:00.002+08:00

How could I live with myself
Knowing that I let our love go,

-

apparently, i used to have AP.
haha, but its okay.
since i think i am okay now :D
RIGHT?!

i suddenly miss so many things,
so many things that i did when i had AP :P
HAHAHAHA.

AND!
i am SO in NEED of a haircut.
my hair's a mess, fairul's gettign sore eyes thanks to it.
and i'm getting frustrated too, cause its like crappp. :(

i like sitting in boxes,
so cozy

2009-11-16T23:03:00.000+08:00

hello world.

i think im in need of lots of sleep.
but wth am i doing?
gossip girl marathon.
GREAT

school tmr,
what a bummer rightttt.

but on a brighter note,
PW's over,
like ok, this is a tad too late,
but effing PW's over baybehhhh!

i want to sleep,
bye.

2009-11-10T11:57:00.002+08:00

hello world.

i'm in school right now doing OP
tmr's the real thing yaw. :(
i'm so scared for QnA man.

i think i'm already very patient.
hypocrite?
everyone is.

til then,
love ya'll.

2009-11-07T12:24:00.001+08:00

as of yesterday,
i have lost 2kg! (:
i feel like dancing in the rain now.
4kg more to go!
YAY YAY YAY
((:

2009-11-06T00:11:00.002+08:00

hello world.
OP dry run went okay just now,
thought i screwed up big time but it was fine.
QnA is out to kill me man.
HHAHAHAHAHA and our video is hilarious :D

we've gone through so much together, i'm really going to miss ya'll :(

ps. i'm a sucker at letting go of the past, seriously.
(and fiqah's not in the pic!)

2009-11-04T23:35:00.003+08:00

this is a SHOUT-OUT to my dear
SHAHIRAH.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! (:
it has been a great 4+ years and counting.
DICKBUDDY!
i'm so sorry i haven't got you a present yet,
but i'll get you something real nice
YAY!

2009-11-01T16:49:00.002+08:00

today i spent my sunday with my family,
feels so good baybehhh.
((:

2009-10-31T19:54:00.005+08:00

would you make a difference in the world,

-

i watched TITANIC in the morning
and i tell you,
i can never get sick of it.
it is really the awesomest movie ever.
sweet as honey baby.
and damn, it feels so good to cry.

i'm a teeny bit ticked off,
don't ask why.
what a shitty feeling,
but whatevzx whatevzx whatevzx.
i'm telling myself to just suck it in.
who cares anyway?

ptm on tues,
only hear the goodstuffs
HAHAHAHA,
i am so planning to do that.

DYANAH, GET WELL SOON(:

love ya'll,
toods (:

2009-10-24T13:17:00.001+08:00

"cause girls like dancers."
true, cause dancers are hot. :D

2009-10-23T01:17:00.001+08:00

you're everything i need and more,

-

syaf can't freaking believe some people are already sleeping.
WR is a pain in the ass, seriously.

2009-10-20T13:52:00.004+08:00

looking at you makes it harder,
but i know you'll find another,
that doesn't always make you want to cry

-

pw is driving me mad :D
friday is submission of WR GUUUUUURRRREEEEATTT.
omg there's band tmr :O

i'm just (patiently) waiting for a call.
that would determine where i go (:

oh god, let it be good.

2009-10-16T17:32:00.003+08:00

there's always a reason why,

-

"hi. we got back our results ready. erm, okayla. i got C. fai got B (damn her!) :("
"hi. we got back our results ready. erm, okayla. i got B. syaf got C (yay her!) (:"
FUNNY OR WHUT!
hahahahahahaha, my brilliant idea of sending the message according to "template".

i am really fine with being dissappointed myself,
but i hate to dissppoint others,
and i'm sorry if i've dissappointed you,
i wished i could have done better.
i really hope i make it through.

i'm so sorry.

2009-10-13T20:46:00.001+08:00

"i just don't want to let you down but i guess i'm already halfway there."

-

results are tragic.
:(

2009-10-12T20:58:00.001+08:00

i wonder why its so difficult to speak the truth,
say out what you're really thinking,
it happens to me too,
A LOT.

papers tmr,
god :(

2009-10-12T10:54:00.002+08:00

yesterday was AWESOME :D
it was tiring but it was all FUN AND FUNNNNN!

so we went to only 7 houses,
and we got * staring liek nobody's business,
damn irritating, tyvm.
and they waved, like wjhbcjkvkghbjwfcnm wtf!

anyhow,
school's such a waste of time today,
3 hours of nothing,
plus one more free period now. -.-

boring or whut!

2009-10-03T11:58:00.002+08:00

delusional,

-

ZOMG, i can't belieeve how bimbotic i can get, i swearrrrrr to GODthedearest.
so, yesterday, i headed to PL to go to my aunt's.
its been so long since i took the bus to TK so pardon me, i thought there was still a bus stop there.
so i waited, AND WAITED.
and i realised that NO ONE BUS stop at that place!
and WHY THE EFF is everyone flagging taxis?!
it was a taxi stand.
i waited for a BUS at a TAXI STAND, hahahahahah
stupe or whut!
thats not all, so i called my cousin up,
she told me where the new busstop is blah blee bloo, so i went.
waited for bus and boarded.
she said stop at the 2nd busstop.
so, well.
i stopped at the i-believe-its-the-third-busstop cause theres another stop before it,
so i thought i overshot, so i walked back to the stop before it.
and waited there HAPPILY for my cousin to fetch me.

"why are u waiting here? where did u stop just now?!"
"the one after this, i overshot right! so i walked here :D"
"thats the right one! this is a TAXI STAND!"

teehee,
HOW SHOULD I KNOW RIGHT!
there's no distinct difference between busstop and taxi stand WHATTTTTTTTT.

2009-09-26T23:54:00.002+08:00

as i look into the sky to count the stars,
i wonder if you see them where you are.

-

i havent been here for so long,
i thought i should just update a teeny bit.

so, had GP paper in the morning
and a few days back, got myself into deep trouble for skipping PE lect
honestly, i do not care a teeny bit bout PE but i should have the basic courtesy to respect the teachers and recognize their efforts, and for that, it was a mistake on my part and i am sorry.
as for GP paper, it was totally screwed up.
even the seating arrangement was screwed so.

i miss the times we spent running around,
played catching, hide and seeek, football, playground.
i have barely anything to talk to you about anymore.
and i don't like this.
i want to run around, talk and laugh about nothing, enjoy meals together,
i just wished i hadn't grown up.
this sucks real bad.
why must things change, why must WE change?

EURGH.

2009-08-20T22:57:00.002+08:00

cobalah kau mengerti,
cobalah kau mengerti.

-

i must start to pass my tests and exams.
cause its the only way to convince 'them' that i actually work my ass off.

tuition was funny.
i must admit that i cannot sit beside fai,
i will just burst into fits of laughter.
and i dont even know why.

SPA was alright,
amazingly.

i need to get promoted.
i want to prove 'them' wrong,
in fact, i want to prove everyone wrong.

2009-08-03T23:13:00.003+08:00

hidup ini memang PALAT,
tapi esok masih ada

-

yes, i am still up.
very unusual no?

Z : did u ask GO's lost and found?
S : FOUND IT! i am just an old mad woman who forgets her stuffs and claims that they went missing. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

i think school's driving me mad,
seriously.

anyway, its amazing how different teachers have their own way to educate their students.
learn from mistakes?
or simply just embarassing you in front of everyone to make you learn?
well, thats life for you and me.
wait, suddenly i remembered, i don't have a life.
i do not own one.
i am dead,
school killed me.

SEE IM YAPPING RUBBISH YET AGAIN,
A SIGN THAT IM FALLING INTO THE VALLEY OF BONKERDOM.
OH DAMN.

anyway, yesterday i sent an email to myself regarding WR.
so that i can continue with it in school.
then this morning i realised i didn't attach the file to the email.
and whats worse, i talk to myself.
THROUGH AN EMAIL.
sent TO myself, sent BY myself.
HOW PATHETIC IS THAT?!

SHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

2009-08-02T23:18:00.003+08:00

just a quick one before i turn in.
i am seriously on the verge of bonkerdom.
pe tmr will drive me even crazier than i already am.
and i wonder if life can get worse than it already is now.
WR killed me.

PTM went ok.
apparently i am a good girl who gives no trouble and blah blah.
attentive in class, oh wow didnt see that coming but whatevs seriously.

i can't be bothered anymore,
i shall sleep.

2009-07-30T22:36:00.002+08:00

cause everything's wrong,
even when it's right.

-

sometimes, is it really wrong to talk to someone?
is it really wrong to share, to rant?
some things are just way too complicated.
i am so confused and pissed at the moment.

its bad enough i'm such a paranoid,
u don't have to add on to my misery
SERIOUSLY.

econs CE tmr,
know what, i dont quite care.
i don't care about anything right now.
cause i am damn paranoid,
i just want to sleep and forget about everything.
but i know i wont, i will wake up still thinking about it.

i should watch motivational videos.

2009-07-27T21:00:00.002+08:00

do you, do you really enjoy
living a life that's so hateful,

-

no, im not going to complain about my life which i am so sure can't get any worse than this.
so anyhow, school was fine.
long day but it seems short cause time flies :D
its week 5, yes, i am aware of that - thank you fai
and speaking of which, promos is coming yea.
YAY. not.

Parents Teacher Meeting. HOORAHS. seriously.
i am gonna work my ass off from now on. from this moment on.
and i shall prove to the world (hopefully i can) that i can actually make it through.
i am having loads of doubts but whatever yeah.
whatever the outcome, i shall just work my bloody ass off.

GP presentation tmr,
essay is make me bonkers.
i am so effing confused right now hahahah.

I AM NO LONGER A NOOB,
BUT I STILL HAVE BOOBS :D

bye world (:

2009-07-09T21:57:00.002+08:00

biar ku terus berlari dan lari,
waktu yang sama ku mencari
jalan keluar dari mimpi ini,

-

hello world,
i failed physics MCQ,
and my gp paper 1.

today was depressing.
seriously.

pe was height and weight,
and it was DEPRESSING.
i put on weight. eeeew.
adding on to the already ugly blobs of fat that i have.
and LOSERRR MUCHHHH,
i tried starving myself today only to no avail
cause i got gastrics and i had to eat smething.
DIET WENT WRONG YEA?

econs is like, in front of me,
UNDONE. :D
kill me mdm yati

ah,
miserable miserable.

and listening to those malay songs just makes me sadder.
but i kinda like it

i seriously am not sane now.

2009-06-28T18:07:00.001+08:00

awkward silence conversations,

-

yesterday...

3rdbro : EEEEEEEEEW
me : WHAT!?
3rdbro : CELLULITE!

yeah, i'm that fat.

2009-06-26T21:08:00.002+08:00

in the end it's still so lonely,

-

"they love you but they are not your lover,
they care for you but they are not part of your family,
they are ready to share your pain but they are not in your blood relation,
they are FRIENDS

true friend scolds like a dad,
cares like a mom,
teases like a sister,
irritates like a brother
and loves you MORE than a lover."

"Do you know the relation btwn your 2 eyes?
they blink tgt, move tgt, cry tgt, see things tgt and sleep tgt.
Though they never see each other, friendship should be just like that.
Life is HELL w/o friends."

so, sorry if i havent been a good friend,
but just so you know,
you guys mean a lot to me,
you know who you guys are :D
LOVE YOU ALL!

toods doods!

2009-06-24T11:53:00.003+08:00

MOVIE MARATHON WAS AWESOME :D

harold and kumar is so funny!

HAHAHA, whose brilliant idea was it to watch, hoho.

anyhow, i ate too much junk food i think i gained some weight,

but whatever.

and ben kept scaring me about ghosts.

and the lift is freaky ok!

we were like at the ninth floor and its not the highest storey,

i recalled the highest storey was like, if im not wrong, 20+?

yeap, but there wasnt any button to go up.

there was only one button to go down which is pretty odd.

i mean, what about the other storeys,

i mean if we can't go up to the other storeys, so whats up there?!

FREAKY MUCH.

off to hospital now!

toods doods.

2009-06-23T23:28:00.002+08:00

say hello to the world,
ayra misha!
boy, am i eggcited!
yeah, but i just have to have tuition tmr,
so when am i going to see the baby! pfft.

2009-06-22T21:06:00.002+08:00

To keep your secret is wisdom; but to expect others to keep it is folly.
Samuel Johnson

-

Everyone has secrets
and i have mine.
and some are just not meant to be shared,
well, at least, not yet.

2009-06-22T20:04:00.002+08:00

i miss you, i miss you,
i really wanna kiss you but i can't

-

i never did mention that i am hard of hearing right?
well, i am indeed!
and it gets really funny sometimes.
hoho.

on a brighter note,
movie marathon with section tmr.
HOORAHS :D
i can't wait (: (: (:
*jump ard like a monkey*

but meeting ling feng first in the morning to collect my econs mye package.
one more chap and im done with econs,
BUT! i have not even tried any qns.
i am just doing notes to make myself memorise the damned notes.
econs can be a bitch huh!

school reopen as scheduled.
BIATCH.

i want to get that hearts shades!
and whatever happened to the outing with caltex gang?!
AND WILDWILDWET, WHEN OH WHEN! WEEEEEEEEEKENDS PLEASE!!!
and speaking of which, we need an underwater camera,
SEE WHY I WANTED TO GET AN UNDERWATER CAMERA?!
and everyone disagreed with me the other time pfft.

goodbye, beautiful people.

2009-06-21T22:38:00.002+08:00

somewhere far along this road he lost his soul
to a woman so heartless,

-

i can't stop thinking about stuffs

ass.
this sucks,
i should learn to be contented with what i have,
make do with it
and be happy.

but its so hard to be happy.
i am not happy.
even after so long.

i knw u dont knw what im talking about.
then well, too bad.

2009-06-15T21:52:00.002+08:00

liar liar,
pants on fire.
i don't really like liars.
i mean, is it so hard to say the truth?
HAHA, this is ridiculous man.

anyhow,
SENTOSA on thursday!
HOOOOOOOOOOORAHS!

and i am so paranoid.
hopefully there's nth personal on those sheets of papers.
i'll keep my fingers crossed.

later doods!

2009-06-14T21:15:00.002+08:00

somebody call 911!

-

hullo
i shan't be so pessimistic and go all "oh this is the worst holiday ever i wish i was dead"
so, on a brighter note,
i went grocery shopping.
FUN OR WHUT!
i realised that its fun-er than shopping shopping
cause u pay less, and get MORE :D

so anyhow,
not done with revision yet,
and this is totally random but!
i can't wait for the baby girl! :D :D

i feel so pressured,
but heck,
i shall go eat my ice cream with hersheys syrup YAY!

i can't be bothered anymore,
my thighs are as huge as asia,
BUT WHATEVER.

i shall leave the I-MUST-LOSE-SIX-DAMNED-KG to tmr
or whenever heh

COME SEE ME EAT NIPPLES!
(gosh, MUN!!! hahahahah)

right,
toodles (:

2009-06-10T21:33:00.003+08:00

i'll tell myself not to think about it
but later find myself thinking about it even more,

-

hullo.

i wish i had the motivation
and the self discipline,
but unfortunately, im lacking those.
and its really bad
like superduperkuper bad.

ah, life sucks man,
and it sucks even more knowing that you're gna screw your mid years
BIG TIME.

but whatever,
on a brighter note,
went for gpp meeting just now and
before that, bought myself some earrings :D
hoorahs there for me.
study date tmr :D

zinc, if you're reading this,
don't get so worked up alright!
we are all here for you
and no matter what, you're still a part of us (:
twenty-third! ohboy, i can't wait.

i hate myself,
for now.

i want pedicure,
bye.

2009-06-08T12:32:00.004+08:00

its too late, there's no escape,
might as well face it.

-

hullo lovely people!
so, things are going pretty fast,
this comes a tad too late but
HELLO JUNE!
one week passed,
ANDDDDDDD (i hate to say this but)
i havent studied much.
only touched on maths and a bit of econs.
yeah, guilty.

but anyhoos,
gotta plan a reunion for malay girls,
and caltex gang
and bffl
and ain shah fai
and shopping
AND so much more.

yay holiday,
which is pretty much just like any ordinary oh-so-boring-i-can-just-die day.

i have got tons to do,
and (apparently since its alr holidays) all the time in the world to do them too.
which sucks, cause i'd procrastinate,
oh whats new.

and!
i have to go to school on my own today
and u knw whuttttttt,
i dk what time i have to leave home to reach school just on time,
cause i hate cmg into school early,
cause it makes me sick, tyvm.

random but,
i hate having ants crawling on my hands
or any other part for that matter

na na na na na na na na hey jude!
i love band :D

and speaking of which,
cant wait for bbq cum movie marathon.
HOORAHS!

later dooooods!

2009-05-30T19:27:00.002+08:00

miserable at best,

-

had gpp meeting in the morning,
i dont wish to elaborate cause it pissed me off like crap
but i've got no one to blame but myself.
how foooolish can you get syaf! ohmygod.

gp on monday,
and then J1 bash :D
i don't wish to see a U on my results slip,
but i heard its gonna be hard.
best kepe member. bodo nyer mid years!

boom boom POW,
bye!

2009-05-17T18:13:00.002+08:00

For you I'd cross the world
For you I'd do anything

-

hullo world,
i am DEADER THAN DEAD for lit.
but its okay.
i shall pray DAMN hard
and hopefully, sparknotes can help :D

anyhow,
i can't wait for band,
i can't wait for TJ concert.
i can't wait for holidays :D :D :D
i want to shop, oh so badly.

airport yest was fun,
it was haha-larious waiting outside the arrival hall
with the cheapo foolscap with a name and flight no. written on it
as if waiting for the person's return from JAKARTA!
HAHAHAHHA.
we shall do this again sometime soon :D
and! siddiq busteddddddd !

AND MY BDAY THIS YEAR FALLS ON 2ND DAY RAYE!
COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL OR WHUT!

i am so happy, PLUS worried for tmr,
my econs essay, econs wb assignment and lit essay are still undone.
YAY ME.

goodbye

2009-05-15T19:54:00.004+08:00

give give give,
till nothing's left.

-

today taught me to not judge a book by its cover,
i shouldnt judge people by the way they look.
AND, people shant judge me by the way i look :D

2009-05-14T21:28:00.002+08:00

i am so sorry fai,

and you know why.

and you know i didnt mean it! :D

so anyhow,

i am trying to do GPP now,

yep i know right, LAST MINUTE!

physics tutorial wasnt so bad!

but physics paper was bad, like ttm.

i got two out of freaking twentyfive!

W.T.F. i know.

i have this sudden urge to watch fireworks,

and sunset.

and i have this sudden urge to go wildwildwet.

i am already in holiday mood,

what the heck right.

reality check,

i failed my sbj again.

can u believe it,

i spent my whole 55 mins of pe period jumping like no one's business

and until my legs are all jelly and wobbly,

and i still fail my sbj.

which simply means failing napfa as a whole.

so yes, i am down for F AND C.

fat and chunky :(

boo.

2009-05-12T20:24:00.002+08:00

i think getting a tuition puts me under more pressure,
like, since i've got tuition, i MUST (and like, really really MUST) ace my maths
but i have this funny feeling that i won't be able to make it,
not just maths,
but first year on the whole.
and the thought is driving me crazy,
i don't know what to do,
and what i'm going to do to make it through.
this is super tough,
perhaps i underestimated or took it too lightly
i am somehow regretting it,
just a little bit,
but i'll stay strong.

anyhow, on a brighter note (or maybe not),
we went macs and there was this man who was seated at the table next to ours,
i am not trying to discriminate or anything,
but he was just freaky.
he scared the shit out of me, i swear.
he imitated whatever we did (from drinking from a bottle to scratching head!)
and he echoed everything that we said.
but he didn't do anyth to disturb,
so i guess its fine?

anyhow,

reality check!

econs test, maths test, MYE (OH GODTHEDEAREST, HELP ME!)

whatever, i shant worry too much
goodbye

2009-05-11T00:03:00.002+08:00

TODAY WAS AWESOME TTM :D
watched wolverine which i don't understand -_-
and then pastamania,
and walked around and got lost finding esplanade, HAHA.
but we found esplanade, in the end!

and, esplanade was damn fun,
it was just so cool just chilling at the roof terrace.

my feet hurts :(

but on a brighter note,
mommy didn't scold me, YAY.
happy momma's day!
WO AI NI :D

2009-05-07T20:03:00.004+08:00

i just wanna sit and stare at you,

i just wanna cry in front of you.

YAY MJC!

am contented with results

but kinda sad that tmr's already farewell.

what. the. fat?

anyhow,

i am not done with econs,

not done with lit.

not done with maths,

not done with physics.

and why is that?

cause i am still doing my effing PI

which is apparently DAMN SCREWED TAHAP MAHA

i can't believe i am stressing over a 3 damned percent thing,

this sucks.

gp paper 2 test just now was jkvnhcfrvklhndcvkj.

i'd be contented with a mere E

but wonder if its even possible

my AQ was utter rubbish, oh well.

gonna take lotssssssssssss of pictures tmr.

and i still miss tk.

A WHOLE DAMN LOT. :(

boo.

bye bye.

2009-05-07T10:21:00.000+08:00

i am not distracted.
i just nd to "pour my feelings out"
i am damn stressed right now,
i want to hug someone.

goodbye.

2009-04-26T12:53:00.002+08:00

hello world,

i swear i nearly zonked out during religious class just now,
i didnt have enough sleep,
but its okay cause ghost stories are fun
though after that i couldnt get myself to sleep,
so i had to blast my mp3 and told myself to just close my eyes.
loser right, alamak.

and i've got lot of work due tomorrow
but im here, watching ANTM.
i keep missing it and watching it late :(

i need to start saving up,
there's so many things i <~~need~~ want to buy.
i want the 'fruits' earrings from diva,
the vintage colored/lookign earrings from diva,
billabong purse/clutch whatever,
billabong tote,
cotton on shorts,
more converse,
vanz shoes,
another backpack,
the necklace from topshop,
purse from topshop,
topshop tote,
mroe colored hairbands,
ribbon hairband from diva,
split tee,
dresses,
hoodie/pullover,
and the list goes on.

i need money and retail therapy,
mani/pedi and movie and fish spa!

so anw,
bimbo moment,
it was at study benches, we were all doing our econs on overfishing when : -

nuzul : AIYAH WHO CARES BOUT FISH!
syaf : YEAH! THEY ARE FOOD FOR US TO EAT!
nikki : syaf, thats so bimbotic.

and then i laughed, but to tell you the truth,
i seriously didn't get it. heh.

and i love econs lesson cause dumb blonde tells me more of we all know who.

and i think the education system hates me or smethg,
my two point four is tmr,
and i am not at all happy about it. :(
and i heard there's gonna be a videocam to track us,
which equals to NO CHEATING, SYAF!

i am so sadded, please.

bye.

2009-04-19T18:35:00.002+08:00

sometimes love comes around and it knocks you down,
just get back up when it knocks you down

-

hoorah i am done with my PI draft 2!
and who cares if its like shit?
hah.

time for maths :S
and then phy and econs.
and lit poem.

SEE HOW MUCH MY LIFE SUCKS?

but its okay! :D
i am in a happy mode.

for once,
i feel like bathing.
but i want to get the song first so that i can blast it in the bathroom
and for that, im holding my poo. :(

bye world!

2009-04-18T19:21:00.002+08:00

i want you, goddamnit!

hello world,
actually i switched on the comp cause i nd to start on my PI draft 2,
but apparently and OBVIOUSLY, that's not happening
i am watching antm :D

but its okay,
i will start on my PI soon
soon.

so anyhow,
band was alright,
tiring but still alright,
damn hot but still alright

i want to watch movie,
anyone?

2009-04-12T22:14:00.002+08:00

i can't resist you,

lit test tmr,
catherine, catherine, heathcliff, linton BLAH BLAH
i just hope i can answer the questions :D

anyhow,
pe again tmr,
i am dreading it, A LOT.

and i just realised i havent done anything productive over the past three days,
cept for band, which was tiring but fine overall.

650 in sch on wed,
now thats like SO early,
i mean, i wake up at ard 645 man.
hahahaha, good luck syaf (:

im trying to redo maths,
but im not really in the mood,
i havent even watch ANTM la :(

ok, bye world.

2009-04-08T20:46:00.005+08:00

i thought i was the only one,
i want to turn back in time too.
i miss you.

-

so anyway, band went well today,
but it was just for a short while cause we had to attend the uber long SC elections thingy.
exco rally after band and then headed home.

my throat hasn't been nice,
and my head has been throbbing since morning.

i was like, in a frantic search of panadol -_-
apparently, schools can't issue panadol.

"actually right, i am just here to ask for panadol, i don't want to go home."
"oh right. we cannot give panadols to students."

bt in the end i got my panadol,
during band.

i still have to find out ur daddy's name damn it,
but i'm pretty sure its you :D

ps. PI is killing me :(
pps. oh yeah. makcik fit training bra! (she's gonna kill me for this :p)

2009-04-07T11:19:00.005+08:00

today,
i am sad.
cause i got nothing to look forward to :(

and i think i am falling sick
boo today!

but anyway, on a brighter note,
i love making fun of shahirah

"MAKCIK SMART NEAT FIT!"

-

sometimes i wonder if im just wasting my time and energy.
it is so depressing to always find myself wondering and thinking so hard about it.
why why why.

tell me why,

ah, right
talk bout emo!

2009-04-05T20:44:00.002+08:00

desperate for your voice,

hello world.

so, i am done with maths,
done with econs, wait, actually not really.
but at least i attempted!
physics? not done :S

so anyway, reality check,
PE tmr.
and i am still aching all over
thanks to PT.
which was actually quite fun.
funny huh,
i mean, coming from me, hah.

i think i am getting (yet again) the tonsilitis (or however you spell it) thingy.
my throat hurts damn bad,
and this aint good.

syf cmg,
4, or should i say five practices per week.
but its okay (:

so anyhow,
hopefully tmr turns out well :D

2009-04-02T20:18:00.002+08:00

i just can't figure it out

hello world(:
i am finally back,
school was such a bore, seriously.

"excuse me, these tables are for teachers"

seriously, do i look like i give a damn?
there's so many toher empty seats
and not like we were making noise or anything,
we were just innocently doing our GP work.

so anyway,
on a brighter note,
went out with BFFL after school.
had a good laugh,
bout the jiwangz guys.

"he was just walking and then he suddenly stopped and grabbed the fence, and started singing"
"HAHAHAHA."

its hilarious,
try imagine that man,
i seriously laughed my ass off.

and then met diy,
talked and walked together to the interchange.

SAW MY AUNT, GASP.

"HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINT."
"august is over"

hahahaha. &thanks for LJS(:

so anyway,
econs test tmr,
which i havent start studying for. :S

its okay,
U seems like an okay grade for me,
frankly speaking.

i shall study econs now,
though i swear to godthedearest,
that it won't help.

ah, right
bye :D

2009-03-30T21:17:00.003+08:00

FIRSTLY,
hhahahaha shah! hahahaha.
ohmygod,
i can't forget your reaction just now!

"why are u so happy?!"

HAHAHAHA!

from this, we can learn to NOT make fun of people.
HAHA kelingwrap. (mcm paham)

damn, i had a good laugh! :D :D :D

and i got caught ~~eating~~ eaTTing (thats how the librarian spelt it HAHA) in the library

"excuse me!"
"oh sorry."
"EZlink card"
"nah" *passed it to librarian*
"1st time warning ah, 2nd and 3rd time, u eat in principal's office."
"alright"

i couldn't be bothered i swear.
i was just eat(T)ing mnms damn it.
not like, mee siam?!?!

but its okay(:
principal's office huh.

and pe was ashfnvjrfo,
cheated, AGAIN.
bt i don't want to do F&C man.
goddamnit.

tmr better be good,
seriously.

2009-03-29T14:58:00.002+08:00

alright,
now what i need is sleep.

right now, i feel sleepy.
but besides that, i feel weird.
for some reason i shant mention

i must get over this whole thing
its damn tiring, urgh

andanyway! screw the hws.
i shall do the hws when i feel like it.

right now,
i'm off to sleep
good~~night~~

its all about faking it,

2009-03-26T21:46:00.002+08:00

hello world,

school was draggy.
yet again

band camp tmr,
havent packed yet.

i've got tons of work to do,
right now.
and i apaprently wont be able to finish it,
i've got physics tutorial, copy down phy e-quiz thingy, i still have econs to do.
and pack my bag.
GOSH.

ohand! get sleeping bag from my bro.
cause apparently i have none. -.-

ah, right.
this ain't good.

2009-03-24T19:37:00.003+08:00

today was awfully bad,
it was so draggy and loooooooooooong.

but econs was funny,

"i'm having ebons lecture. -.-"
"you're writing rubbish you know!"

and i got so amused,
started laughing, in the middle of lecture.
luckily we were sitting at the back.
hahahaha.

and in the end, i didn't eat my $1+ meal worth of a fishcake and sambal and lauk or kuah whatever you call it just now.

vp talk tmr,

tmr better be good,
seriously.

ps. my econs sucks :(

2009-03-23T23:00:00.002+08:00

jangan pernah kau coba untuk berubah,

i can't believe i'm still up,
and doing what?
MACLAURIN'S -.-
ohmygodthedearest, it seriously is killing me.
but application of differentiation is worse! :(

anyhow,
today was okay.
there was no pe,
instead we had to go to the lt for pe lecture (hahaha what the hell right!)

diyona L : IS THERE A TEST ON PE??!!

AND! i've decided to do aerobics with my mom every weekend
lets see if i can lose some fats! ((((:

tmr better be good,
and there's PW, wtf?
oh and we start the day with GP.
~~AWESOMEEEEEEEE~~

i am going to eat my $1+ nasi padang with less nasi and only fishcake and sambal and lauk or kuah whatever you call it tmr!

can't wait for the walk!((((:
and car wash. HAHAHA.

ok toodles world :D

2009-03-22T20:45:00.002+08:00

ah, its back again, suckerrr.

anyhow,
hello.

its OMG-BACK-TO-SCHOOL-AGAIN tmr
and i'm actually dreading it,
what more with tons of my hw nt completed,
AND! (laugh at me all you want) pe tmr.

urgh urgh urgh.
i sound like i wanna poo but wtv.

two point four,
ALL IN THE NAME OF LOSING WEIGHT!
I. AM. F.A.T.

goodbye.

2009-03-19T13:33:00.002+08:00

OH EM JEE,

i eat a lot when i'm stressed,
and that makes me even more stressed.

IVLE's being a bitch.
i swear to godthedearest that these hols are the worst hols i've ever had,
thank you so much.

countless amount of work
i don't understand wuthering heights,
nor do i understand maclaurins,
and what makes u think i can do graphing techniques,
and not to mention, physics and econs.

boo.

2009-03-18T14:10:00.002+08:00

OHMYGOD
i tell you,
i am damn proud of myself, hahaha.
i just got to knw that dolphin is a type of whale! (from a primary one comprehension book)
for 16+ years of my life, i thought dolphin was a fish!
fine fine, laugh at me all you want.
but still,
YAY ME(:

anyway, i hate holidays
i feel like as though i have all the time in the world,
and procrastinate even more,
and not do my work.

i havent start maths and phy
BEST.

AND!
morning jog/run/whatever you call it on friday.

but its alright,
ALL IN THE NAME OF LOSING WEIGHT(:

bye world.
ps. I AM SAD THAT I CAN'T GO WATCH CHEERLEADING :(
see the sad face? told u i am sad!

2009-03-14T12:27:00.002+08:00

hello(:

so, yesterday was superb!

back to school, yay :D

so anyway, before that,

lunched at PASTAMANIA (stares at zinc, hahaha)

met cheryl!

so then, after eating, the five of us headed to TK((((:

and we just sat and talked.

i didnt get to see any teachers though,

cept for lopez? (who cut her hair, stares at vette for laughing at her)

hahaha.

and uhm no one else?

i wanted to meet cikgu but its okayy,

there's always next friday.

i soooooooo wanna watch the cheerleading thingy but SOMEONE (by the name of makcikrizah, she's gonna kill me for this) refuse to tell me when is it :(

and!

on thursday, ain crashed again

WHOOOO.

i love it when people crash(:

and today's pretty boring

i havent bathe

BEST

bye world(:

2009-03-11T20:49:00.002+08:00

school was bad
today was bad

URGH

i am so paranoid
and i am so moody
for no apparent reason

right, i just blew up
yay me.

2009-03-10T20:09:00.001+08:00

ANTM IS AWESOME!(:

back to school tmr,
glad that violin exam's over

90210 at 9!

toodles :D

2009-03-09T21:35:00.003+08:00

i am so happy right now.
i am wearing my bro's boxers.
HAHAHAHHA.
apparently, i asked him for his (washed) boxers
and he didnt say anything.
so i reckon its a yes.
HOORAH ME

i am loving my bro's boxers,
and the hole at the crotch.

school was fine,
pe was okay i guess.

econs was haha-larious man.
ketiak bau, hello kitty, beembo etc.

VIOLIN TMR
yay wish me luck
i just want to get it over and done with.

OHAND! ANTM is out man!
two freaking episodes!!!
i've got to catch it tmr, before 90210

TMR'S GONNA BE A GOOD DAY :D

bye(:

2009-03-08T09:36:00.001+08:00

90210,
gossip girl ( i missed too many episodes alr, O M G),
the hills,
ANTM!

i can't wait for ANTM(:

2009-03-06T23:40:00.003+08:00

hello world,

eleven forty it is,
and the thought of some stuffs make me wanna puke.

anyhoos,
AIN crashed mj just nw,
I MISS HER SO MUCH AH
and thanks for the tie((:
love you, ain!

and before band,
we went to watch a bit of soccer.
fai was so haha-larious.

anyway,
i don't know why but it's so hard to let go,
i know, probably you guys are so sick of reading my posts
cause apparently,
they are all about the same thing.
but i can't help it,
i miss TK so much
having seen and right now, remembering how and why shah cried just now make me miss TK even more.

OHAND! we saw this girl who was browsing through the tk yearbook just nw
and i went crazy.

ok, enough.

you have no idea man,

now, goodbye.

ps. today was bad.

2009-03-05T23:29:00.002+08:00

hello world,
AGAIN.

econs test tmr,
and i am somewhat clueless.

BEST.

anyway, just now during econs, i couldn't stop laughing
there's this drawing on the table which was like so sick
and i think she looks like a giraffe, kan shah?
HAHAHAHHA.

anyway, im just gonna rmb graphs for econs tmr(:

i miss cabot-ing from class.
i can't do that anymore :(

i miss sitting at the field,
and now, it would be of no point to sit at the field.
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

band tmr,

DEE says:
bye bi bye bi bye bi bye bi bye bi. hehehehe.

tengok budak ni. HAHA.

off to sleep(:

2009-03-05T18:50:00.001+08:00

Sebenarnya Ku Tak Pernah Ada Rasa Cinta
Aku Tak Mengerti
Seolah Kau Beri Harapan Yang Pasti
Membuaiku Dengan Penuh Keindahan

Tanpa Disadari Cinta Itu Hadir
Dan Aku Tak Sanggup Menghindari
Kau Berikan Aku Kesejukan
Yang Tak Pernah Aku Rasakan Sebelumnya

Tapi Ternyata Kau Ada Yang Memiliki
Sungguh Kau Buatku Kecewa
Aku Terluka Melihatmu Dengannya
Sungguh Ku Ingin Kau Menyadari

Tanpa Disadari Cinta Itu Hadir
Dan Aku Tak Sanggup Menghindari
Kau Berikan Aku Kesejukan
Yang Tak Pernah Aku Rasakan Sebelumnya

Ingin Aku Untuk Melupakan Bayanganmu
Berhenti Untuk Mengejarmu

i am so in love with this song,
and so is shahirah,
and dyanah.

bye world,

2009-03-02T22:35:00.002+08:00

hullo,

i am supposed to be sleeping.
but, to hell with that.

maths quiz tmr,
econs tutorial on thurs,
econs consolidation exercise on friday,
violin exam next tuesday,
and so many other things :(

jerks,
bye.

2009-02-27T23:40:00.002+08:00

i miss eating at foyer

i miss sitting at the field

i miss the void deck

i miss the canteen

i miss cutting the queue

i miss visiting the bookshop

i miss sitting beside the window in the classroom

i miss meeting at toilet

i miss looking at other levels

i miss stonign in class

i miss running away from the bee

i miss pranking teachers

i miss malay lessons

i miss the never-ending phy lessons

i miss skipping pe

i miss faking cramps

it goes on,

i miss everything

i am not over tk, yet.

2009-02-25T22:04:00.003+08:00

hello.

today was all fine.
i shall nt backtrack, cause yest was so boring.

anyhoos, pe was alright.
i must have a positive outlook towards pe(:
it can make me lose weight.
I AM SO FAT.

anyway.
econs is driving me nuts

so anyhow, just now after band,
i went out and found that one side of my shoe was missing -.-(stares at mun and fai)
so i was complaining and telling everyone like as if they needed to knw.
and then fairul found it.
so i was trying so hard not to laugh.
so i just kept yapping.
HAHAHAHAH.
so then, i went down to soccer girls to meet the rest
and so i began babbling bout the whole shoe incident,
and fai was like "HOW DID U FIND THE SHOE? HAHAHAHA"
sucker. (stares at fai and mun again)
hahahaha, but it was haha-larious.

AND, i am dreading tmr

THURSDAYS ARE BAD.

2009-02-20T21:38:00.003+08:00

hello world(:

somehow, it was surprisingly fine

everything,

i am beginning to like it,

thats a good thing i guess.

yvette's off to malaysia :(

i miss you yvette hiew / yvaow!

and i miss ain too(:

im dreading road race tmr,

WHAT THE HECK.

3.1km,

godthedearest, help me please :(

i thought of buyign MC or something,

but it would be of no use,

caus ei will have to go for MAKE UP RUN on wednesday morning at 645am.

MJ IS CRAZYYYYYY

i miss TK,

i miss you :(

i realise that i should not be unfair and judge things too quickly,

give it a shot, give it some time

so much for wanting to cry

but i really felt shitty just now.

2009-02-18T11:36:00.003+08:00

hello world,

PE nearly killed me,
i swear to GODTHEDEAREST.
i was like telling myself not to stop,
cause if i did stop,
i would be walking the rest of the rounds
and! will finish later than others (mind you, recess was after that and my stomach was churning)

anyhow,
im looking forward to band(: (:

AMBER!
shahirah - AMBENG!
fai - NAT!

I AM DAMN HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYYY RIGHT NOW
bye world(:

2009-02-13T20:04:00.003+08:00

hello world.

i am, again, down with fever
and my cough adn runny nose hadnt go away since the start of the week
my head's spinninggg
and i feel so sick.

but the trip back to TK just now made my day
i MISSSS TK like crap.
seeing cik dollah made me smile,
eating purple plate made me happy,
getting balloon from ain made me soooooooooooooo happyyyyy.
meeting cikgu was like AWESOMEEEE

thank you everyone, happy vday(:

anw,
i realised.
but maybe i was wrong.

2009-02-12T20:25:00.003+08:00

hello world.

school was fine,
i mean its not too bad nor was it interesting.
i felt so sick during lectures,
what with my runny nose and my cough.
my head was like spinning like it was on a merry go round

anyway, physics really is tough huh.
and i forgot almost everything on maths.

anyway, i hope u guys are having fun
i miss u guys a lot.

and accidentally meeting ain yest made my day(:
and just nw too.

anw, im joining band
i dont really have a choice
but it seems promising
well, maybe for now.
for fairuz too :p

i want it to be a surprise,

2009-02-09T20:47:00.002+08:00

school was okay,
im running a fever,
my throat hurts
and i keep coughing
this is so not cool.

and i have a freaking tanline on my nose
not cool either.

sometimes i wish i was like them
sad huh.

bye world.

2009-02-08T13:39:00.003+08:00

hello(:

orientation for the past 3 days was fun
but hella tiringgg.

2nd day of orientation was pure torture
and my body's still aching like crap.

anyhoos, lectures tmr

WE GONNA WIN LIKE CHAMPIONS, FIGHT LIKE CHAMPIONS, ALL THE REST CAN GO FLY KITE

bye world(:

2009-02-03T14:41:00.002+08:00

hello world.
nothign much happened today.
talks talks and more talks

anyhoos,
i can't wait till national or carnival day in tk
i so want to go back

and ain owe me stories(:
you fell asleep yest!

i dk bout later but as for now,
nothing beats TKG.

mass dance tmr.

have fun people,
toodles

2009-02-01T20:47:00.002+08:00

SCHOOL STARTS TMR

and i need to be there by 730 -.-
what the heck,
i really hope i don't oversleep.

i am still dreading school,
believe it or not
poly starts in april, damn it!

i'm going to miss YVETTE oh so bad :(

2009-01-31T22:46:00.003+08:00

i know i shouldn't be feeling this way
damn, this is hard.

anyhow, hello world.
its 1.30 in the morning,
and the only reason im not sleeping is that i dont want to end up waking up at 2
and then have to stay up til around 4 because i cant go back to sleep
believe it or not,
that happens to me every night
and i will wake up with a runny nose.

i do not want monday to come, i do not want monday to come :(

owww, this sucks so bad

perhaps i shd just shut up and see what school has in store for me
and maybe i won't even like it but heck,
i dont really have a choice, do i?

2009-01-31T18:53:00.003+08:00

hello.

i am bored to death right now
my cousin came and i talked to her a bit about subject combi
i will be probably taking physics, maths, econs and lit
where everything will be H2 except for lit.
or shd i take econs H1?

this sucks, i swear

anyhow,
thanks cousin for getting me stuffs yest(:

am still not looking forward to school
i am so annoying righttttt.

but too bad,
monday's school :(

HELLO MJ :/

2009-01-30T13:01:00.003+08:00

hello world!

this morning, i woke up realising that my mom was holding my phone,
reading my msges -.-
okay actually, only the moe one.
got the posting results today
HELLO MJ.

new friends
new school
CHESS CLUB, HAHAHAHA
ok stop it.

still am not looking forward to school though

gotta drag someone to town

oh man, 2 more days. :(
BACK TO SCHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL

gdbye tk,
gdbye world.

ps. I MISS SO MANY PEOPLE. :( :( :(

2009-01-29T22:09:00.002+08:00

HELLO WORLD(:

i am so exhausted!
botanics was fun but damn tiring.
and i am so angry we didn't get to enter the jacob ballas children's garden
or something.
cause we are students -.-
what the heck?

we walked so much,
i think i lost some weight
or maybe NOT.
haha whatever

headed to orchard after botanics
hot fudge sundae(:
i am so so so so so addicted!!!

anyhoos, SCHOOL'S STARTINGGGGG IN 3 DAYS :( :( :( :( :(
i am so not looking forward to it, still :/

shopping tmr perhaps!
but for now...

i'm off to eat!
so much for wanting to lose weighttttt huh

i need to find a way to stop this,
i've been eating a lot,
its worrying.

bye world.

2009-01-28T19:11:00.002+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
i just got back from jb
it was like so hot there,
much worse than it is here
i guess it was like a million degree celcius there
that bad, believe me.

anyhooos, my bestfriend's here
and its pretty annoying
(if u get what i mean)

friday's results(:
okay no, :(

school's starting:/

LASTLY,
i wanna go shopping.
anyone with money?

2009-01-26T23:50:00.003+08:00

hello world!(:
finally huh.

i am so sleepy right now
anyhow, i am so proud of myself though,cause i painted a bedroom
ok, not entirely, but yay me(:
and my bro, instead of painting the wall, painted my leg
thankssss ahhh.

somehow, i am not at all looking forward to going sch
i don't know why
and i am so paranoid,
i am so afraid i won't have friends?
haha, stupid i know -.-

and!
i miss so many people:(

barrage tmr,
nights world.

2009-01-12T10:02:00.001+08:00

few more hours to go
O M G

2008-11-29T19:24:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROC ONGGGGGGG(:

you have no idea,

2008-11-17T21:46:00.000+08:00

looky looky,
UPDATED!(:
am i cool or whattttttttt

2008-11-07T11:07:00.001+08:00

ONE MORE PAPER TO GO!

happy 23rd(:

2008-10-13T21:36:00.001+08:00

STRESS PIMPLESSSS!!!

thanks (stupid) O levels(:

2008-10-11T18:34:00.003+08:00

hello world,
today's yet another happy day
minus the sucky weather(:

i went for tuition,
and do maths,
and more maths.

so i have to do sciences and history later.
not now, cause i've got no mood to study(:

I JUST ATE DURIAN.

and my toilet door came off.
HAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAA

mom : yknow just now, ur friend use the toilet, and it came off.
me : HAHAHA how come?! my friend? who?
mom : dk what he did la. he went in, BAM BAM BAM, came out, BAM BAM BAM, then the whole door came off!
me : HAHAHAHAAAAAAAAA. then who fix?
mom : ur dad la!
me : HAHAHAH can u imagien if he couldnt fix?
sis in law : THEN MUST HANG CURTAIN!
mom : HAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAA
me : IF HE COULDNT FIX, THEN WE DONT HAVE A TOILET DOOR! hahahahaha!

ohmygod, it reminded me of WHAT HAPPENS IN VEGAS!

cameron diaz : where's the toilet door?
ashton kutcher : oh, we got robbed, and they only took the door!

HAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

i told u today's a happy day,
it'd be even more hilarious if my dad couldnt fix it,
and i'd be even happier!

HAHAHAHAHA,
still wondering how it came off.

bye world!

2008-10-10T18:38:00.005+08:00

HELLO WORLD,

today's a good day(:

woke up early in the morning

cause i heard BAM!

and taadaa! my phone was alr on the floor(:

bro2 woke me up early in the morn,

cause he thought i had school, haha!

went MP lib,
met yvette and zinc to STUDYYYYY

yeah baby, i hate chemistry like ajhvjeknvdsigyfhegnv

then zinc came,

apparently, she had a date with maggie goh in the morn

AHAHAHAHAHA

zinc is damn funny,

she told us bout her plant, and how sad she is.

zinc : u knw, bio, my teacher gave us a plant. so it was growing so well. then that day! my aunt was trying to catch a cockroach then knock over the vase! so it broke. and now my plant is turning brown :(

me and vette : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAA

me : the funny thing is, ur aunt was tryign to catch a cockroach and knock ur plant down?! HAHAHA.

zinc : yeah! she saed the cockroach was so near the plant. so it will go into the vase!

me : so what if the cockroach go into ur vase?!

zinc : my plant is this small! *use fingers to show*

me and vette : HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

OHMYGOD, zinc!

ur the best la, the way u told us was so hilarious,

i nearly peed in my pants ok!

anyhoos, after that we went to parkway.

me : ok so what u all wanna eat?

yvette and zinc : anyth.

yvette : why nt we say what we dont want to eat?

zinc : i dont want to eat BK.

yvette : u, syaf?

me : i dont mind. i can eat anyth!(:

zinc : there! *points to grass*

yvette : HAHAHAHAHAAAAAA

ohmygod, seriously, zinc is so funnyyyy.

but then we ended up eating LJ

after that, off to tuitionnnnn

tutor asked me bout my marks,

hohohohohoho-ribble!

anyway, monday, GG!

thurs, prac -.-

BYE WORLD(:

2008-10-10T09:29:00.003+08:00

its early in the morning,
okay not so early.
i just finished eating maggi-
and i just farted. hehe.

anyhoos,
i am still in raya mood,
no sense of urgency whatsoever for Os
my prac is next thurs,
and i am slacking like MAD.

watched ANTM yesterday,
thought sheena going out but didnt,
lauren brie did.

and annoying,
gossip girl will only air next mon,
due to some idkwhat elections thingyyy.

i miss talking to you,
all those calls,
i miss piggyback rides,
you changed,
A LOT.

2008-10-03T19:21:00.007+08:00

I AM SO GOING TO MISS TEEEEEEKAEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

A LOT A LOT A LOT.

i didn't want today to come actually,

ohmy, how time flies.

i hate this,

bye world.

2008-10-03T18:56:00.003+08:00

today's officially the last day of school,
and graduation was so sad,
everyone cried so hard

i didn't realise how much i missed 2/8 til just now,
when i hugged them, fifa and fafa esp
i rmb the clique,
i rmb naz and amirah.

i rmb-ed ORIENTATION
we talked, we laughed, we joked, we did everything
and we got so close

i rmb walking into class the first time,
we stared into blank space cause we didn't know anyone
we exchanged phone numbers and email addresses.

after 2 years,
came sec 3,
OBS OBS OBS/
i miss OBS.
though i hated it while we were there,
i rmb crying during trekking,
i rmb hating the food they served,
i rmb kayaking where my kayak went round and round in circles,
i rmb pitching tents,
i rmb making new friends

there are so many things that i'm gonna miss,
way too much

and i feel guilty bitching about teachers.
despite all our nonsense,
they actually held on strong,
they didn't give up

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH TEEEEEEKAEEEEEEEE
whatthehell, can u freaking believe it?
just now was the last day of school. :(

i'm gonna miss everything, and everyone
including uncle dollah.
recess at void decks, foyer and the field
lessons where i always look out the window or just stare at the teacher
pe, ok no, i don't really miss pe
legacy when we did nothing
toilet breaks
EVERYTHING

you get the point,
bye world.

2008-09-30T20:07:00.002+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYE IN ADVANCE, PEOPLEEEE.
sorry la, cannot help it, i am SO EXCITED,
that i even hugged my junior (and i dont know her!) just now(:

forgive me for everything i did,
yknow, like
when i fart and then u smell something funny and i deny the fact that i farted,
when i burp so loudly, and it smells of chicken and milo,
when i try to seduce your dad, thinking he's cute (nab's dad esp!) i mean, he always wave at me back! HAHAHA
when i take your food and eat it, then i look at you and give you the "HEHEHE" look
when i ask you to pay for my drink and go "EH HALAL EHH!"
when i touch your butt and boobs and everything else, or maybe poking it with a pen.
when i try to unhook your bra,
when i never smile at you and you feel liek smacking my face
when i bitch about you (eh, who would knw i bitch bout them seyy)
when i talk to myself and then you're like thinking "eh crazy ah?" then i smile then continue talking HAHAHA.
when i try to snatch the bus driver from you
when i cut your q during recess
when i make you jealous cause i'm short (i know u jealous ah, don't deny it!)
and so on...

alright, bye world(:

2008-09-29T21:19:00.008+08:00

TODAY'S THE BEGINNING OF THE LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL.

and i am sad,

the thought of leaving TK is seriously unbelievable

ohmy, how time flies?

pictures,

where (in most of them) i look like a monkey.

a CUTE monkey(: AIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIN(: in the morning circle, i always come late though

THE BUS IS DRIVEN BY A DRIVER WHO'S HOT. yeah, i look at the apek everytime i board. then he will wink and give me the "meet me at hotel 81" look(:I AM CHAMPION with an inverted C. i am just plain stupid when i said "I'M NOT A LOSER! I AM CHAMPION" *shows a C on forehead, not realising its inverted*

this is the MAKE-YOURSELF-LOOK-LIKE-A-PIG and the I-CAN-SEE-YOU-WITH-MY-BINOCULARS(: pic!this pic is called the LET'S DO IT THE SHAUQI AND MIKA WAY(: no, really.

look at my photography skills! how coooool right? my face is not even in there(:

i was thinking of the bus driver, yeah the apek, when shahirah took this. i mean, hello, he has luscious lips(: HAHAHAHAHAHA.

BLOCK PERIODS ARE BORING. AND STUPID. AND BORING AND STUPID. AND STUPID AND BORING. I DO NOT LIKE IT :(

anyway, there's still pics.

in another post, yea? cause i can't seem to save it.

THIS MORNING'S CONVO WAS STUPID (cause i started it:P)

syaf: MORNING BOOB AND DICK BUDDY!

shah: DICK BUDDY!!!!

ain: since when i become ur boob buddy?

syaf: i don't care. MORNING BOOB BUDDY *rubs boobs*

ain: HAHAHA did u see what she did?!

shah: yeah -.-(oh thats her signature face, btw.)

eng made me want to sleep,

bye world(:

2008-09-27T12:03:00.002+08:00

sucky results give u sucky L1R5
and i am not so happy, though, i must say, i'm glad it didn't go up to 30 or something.

so today's saturday
meaning i have to go for tuition later.
and tell my tutor that my maths still suck big time
like BIG BIG TIME.
i failed both maths, can u effing believe it?
i mean, i can.
my maths are like seriously *insert word here* that's why.

mrs maths said this to me,
"your teacher said you look distracted. are YOU distracted?"

i'm not really distracted i guess,
i am just discouraged?
i dk, i mean, i studied man,
i did lots of maths
and i still fail maths

AIYAH MATHSSSSSSSSSS, WHY CAN'T YOU LOVE ME LIKE HOW I LOVE YOU?

so anyway,
sec 4s are only left with ard 4 days(?) i think, of school.
yeah, great, GUH-REAAAAATTTTTTTT.
this sucks la,
ohmy.

okay, whatever,
i should go and see my tutor later
tell him how much i suck
and yes,
that's it, world.
goodbye

2008-09-23T20:00:00.002+08:00

sometimes i feel like asking my dad and mom to withdraw me from tuition or something,
cause seriously, i think i'm wasting the money.
just look at my results. ohmyeffffffinggod.

MEP tmr
i need lots of luck
and maybe i should suck up.
HAHAHHA!

! indicates that i am HAPPY(:
actually right now, i've got no feeling
i pooped just nw maybe that's why
can u see the relation?

bye world(:
ps. i told myself to be happy! cause being sad is not healthy(:

2008-09-21T13:07:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FARIS!

(yesterday)

AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

i believe i'm still young(:

thanks to everyone who text and wish me!

i love you guys!

I AM YOUNG I AM YOUNG I AM YOUNG(: